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Sunday, June 28, 2009, 2:13 PM
Hell Hath No Fury like a Woman's Scorn
I'm being optimistic that H1N1 saga won't hinders my plan to Phuket. I'm crossing my fingers that all will goes on well but yet i have this tingling feeling that i can't describe. Once bitten twice shy, i had to cancel my vacation to Bangkok when the swine flu started to spread globally which was in Mid May. I made plans with my estranged Bestfriend. It was supoposed to be in June but she decided to push the date forward & till now i can't stop blaming her.It's all because of her that i can't go to Bangkok. She gets all panicky & paranoid. You see.. She works in a hospital. She's afraid if she was to continue(holiday), she might get quarantine for 7 days & affects her work & family. I get so agitated trying to calm her. It was only the beginning how bad can it be? My workplace also issue a travel warning not to travel to America & the neighbouring countries where the swine flu has developed from. She should get the news clearly before making any decision & to make things worse her Mom also disallowed her to go BKK with me. I was furious. I did try to coax her Mom to allow her to go. She said that she had a bad feeling that something will happen. Why can't they think rationally? FUCK YOU ALL! And guess what?? She's going to Bali with her 4-months boyfriend in 2 weeks time. Isn't it contradicting?? FUCKING BITCH!If you are in my shoe, what will you be thinking? I am left to wonder how come her mom allow her to travel with her boyfriend. They just get together in April! Goodness! If it's all about trust..then its BULLSHIT! I am angered by this situation. She is my friend.. Someone whom i called A BESTFRIEND. We knew each other for the a decade! It upsets me.. She did not even inform me that she's going to Bali. I get to know it from Facebook where she put it on her shoutout. I just want to slap her hard. This is all a FUCKING LIE! If her workplace prohibits her to travel then she should not be travelling at all. Now, Singapore has 300++ infected with H1N1 and i believe all Medical Organisation are tightening their safety procedures. They need to take precaution & making sure their Staff are following the regulations. So how come she is going to Bali!! That FUCKING BITCH, I HOPE YOU WILL GET POISON & GET ILL IN BALI!